Mondays Hug

I'm unstable
when my sugar level runs dry
It takes you less then a word
To get me high
Not even one touch
and it has already been too much
My dreams show me every single wish
But I knew all off this
I knew I'd want
Something I cannot have
I knew I'd long even more
when I'd be ignored

A single word
and my secure bubble popped
A single word
Is never enough
A single word
Can hurt so much

Darling would you stop for a second?
stop being so nice?
stop smiling like that?
and kill me instead
I need you to
for my heart to move on..
I'm the saddest circus clown
Now it's just a frown
and imprisoned tears
from aching heart