Teenage sadness- wedensdayzzzz :D

There has been torn a hole in my chest and at the moment I seem to be filling it with sugar and sit-coms... I'm feeling like a chubby sad little kitty v.v


Drowning my depression in sugar
Living life at its worst
Only alive to see you
Dreams of us together torture my mind
I keep smiling at you
and hide the tears

But tears fall
when you look away
I need you
Or I can't stay
You don't belong on earth
angelic creature
so divine
wished you were mine

Living through another hopeless day
we're talking, laughing
Time's up and we go
our separate ways
you to her
and I to the loneliness
yet another day spend
Is it all in vain?
You make me forget the pain

But tears fall
when you're away
I need you
without I can't stay
I don't belong on here
Hellish creature
Too blind I still...
wish you were mine

I hope you don't see
How I try not to feel
around you and you're
irresistible smile
charming laughter
I'll keep on breathing
for the sole purpose of you
Hope dies as the last